killer ([info]gjspaintedheart) wrote,
@ 2005-09-14 23:02:00
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im in jesi's apartment. boo ya!
just heard disturbing gossip about me.
ugh, my mind is blown. i want out.

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[info]gjspaintedheart
2005-09-15 01:29 pm UTC (link)
late last night i heard gossip that made me feel like the biggest loser. it made me rethink the way we are. its like that bad realationship, you love so much. how do you end something with someone you love so much after hearing some things that were so cold i could have cried in front of people i dont know. your right "i dont know what college is like, its my fault i fucked around and didnt go". and im sorry for acting "high and mighty" for having a fucking job, a good job, an adult job. soon i will be paying my own car insurance, rent, untilities, health insurance, everything. im starting to grow out of being dependednt on my parents, and im proud of my self. i wont even bother you with it anymore. you get so defensive, and all i do is back down from my comments because im affraid if im honest you wont be friends with me anymore. its like walking on egg shells. you wont respond to this in a good way. youll be angry and blah blah blah. but i could give a fuck anymore. who needs a loser like me trying to take up your time when you have much cooler friends and better access to drugs<3
this is like when i dated kyle!
and my relaitionship is much healthier with him now.
anyway, have a good one, enjoy your cool college life.

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[info]yesteryearsgirl
2005-09-20 09:56 pm UTC (link)
if you want to have a mature discussion about all of this, give me a call. there are things i need to say. if you don't want to be friends anymore, fine with me, not much i can do about it. but don't play the victim. it's an old and tired ruitine.

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